Working day :)

Today is my first day start work.
Work as Tm reseller or salesman...haha
but just part time lah...not official job

quite nice la this job....
the colleague still treat me so well
belanja us makan and more more also...
but quite hard to sell :(
anyway....enjoyed this job much...

yesterday finally went for Car Undang class..
5 hours and there very cold somemore
went with friends.. haha
1 girl... 2 boys including me x)

then now keep reading the undang book
next week need exam jor...gan jeong T__T
i scare will fail...><

Finish spm :)

Yeah!!!! today finally finish spm liao lurrr <3 <3
so happy lehhhhh xD
hahaha!!! but not ki siao yet!
finally i can have feel relief ady.. =)

Today ended the last subject which is SENI
ended 5.00pm approximately.
haha...then went to cc for free leh!!!
i also wonder why its free
so lucky...when i went in to the cc there
when we chosen our pc ady
then wan go couter pay...
but the cashier says......
no need pay lah..u all play for free bah..
walao....so syok punya leh
i also very surprised de lurrh x)

Hehe... really really so happy leh..
dunno wanna say wat anymore..
just looking forward for some celebrations and gatherings.
And of course im looking for part-time jobs as well....
need money lehh : ( ... pity me

Haha...whatever lah...for those who takes chinese
good luck for them and all the best !
<3

Appreciate Our Life !

After i heard and read a news regarding about
a young guy suicide becos of his gf broke up with him.

It happened Wednesday morning.
In cheras area..
such a sad news for me

and my dear friends ,
After i realized this news
i was having a true shock and
that time i was thinking
why should he do that..

Now i only know that i was being so stupid
sometimes i even feel like dying,
and ended up, because of this sad news
it WOKE ME UP!
I shouldn't be so selfish to everyone
If i suicide, i would leave HURT to my family and friends :(
its really not worth to do that.

Life is always wonderful, its just the way you take it
and the problem we have will always be a solution to solve
dying will ended up get nothing.

So , Now i finally woke up
and i only understand how important our life is : )

Appreciate our life bah !
Life is only once and there will be no second time to live.
I really feel sad to him and its not worth
but too bad, he is too stupid !
anyway.. hope god would protect him

Lastly, Dont suicide because of any problem
its not worth it!

很寂寞！

Still got 1 last subject then will finish SPM
haiz..still need so long only finish
sien lor...want do anything also cant..!
wanna work also cant, eh please la..faster can or not leh??
need drag until so long de meh...
For those who is pure science students they are extremely lucky
becos they finished SPM!! haiz....

whatever, it still will finish.. all i can do it just wait and wait..!

Today suddenly i felt lonely again...
for some reason i dont know what happen to me...
but, i really felt so lonely and wish got someone can accompany me
but as i know , there is no one who wants me...

My heart is always waiting for that someone to come back
but unfortunately she ignored me...

ok, today write until here nia
bye...

SPM Starts 2morrow!

Did you guys noticed something?
my blog was design was changed!
Special Thanks to someone xD
Shhh...!! she dun wan me to say it out!

Okey, back to the post..
So, as everyone know that 2morrow is
the official SPM Examination!
and i'm still doing a very final rush...
still undergoing some revision as well..
and meanwhile, trying to relax also..=)

2morrow BM starts first.
follow on by Paper 1 and 2
you know what??
its until 4.30 leh!!!
but because got seni paper on that day
the BM paper 2 will be on 2.00 pm..

alright, due to the spm exam..
so i wont be able to online...
until the exam ends..
so including fb...
meaning i wont be turning on my pc at all...


Lastly, i would like to take this opportunity here
to Wish all the form 5 candidates
" All the best and Best of luck! "


That's all for now, and see you after SPM!
Bye!

I'm Graduated!

After 11 years of Education in Primary and Secondary School ,
I'm Finally Graduated! But it's not the end yet.
SPM is still around the corner,
Well , many things had change after 11 years.
anyway, i will always remember what the school and teacher
gave to me. they will be forever on my mind.

On 16 November 2010 Tuesday,

It's my School's Majlis Restu SPM, or Also Known As SPM Blessing Ceremony.
And also Counted as a Graduation day for us.

The moment i saw all the student went up the stage and shaking hands and hugs their beloved techers,
and Additional of the Songs been played.
My tears were almost dropping..but when its my turn to go up the stage,
it's very hard for me to control my emotion, because all the teachers said and gave me the strength.
and keep asking me to work hard for spm and also good luck. all those word the teacher told me
made me felt very touched. and that's the final time in will meet them and i wont know when i will have another change to meet all my subject teachers.

But anyway.. when i go down the stage everything was still under control.
Until now i only realized that, actually the school is still the best place to be
even though the school's discipline was very strike !
But its still for our own good.
And now i missed the school life so much,
How i wish i was given a change to return to form 1 and study again.
That would be good if it's possible.
but anyway.. I won't forget what the teacher had tough me all the time.

I think that's all for now.
And finally , Best of luck to all The SPM Candidates.!

why all no bother me

Today is consider a very tired day
i went for seminar for SPM
and hope to get some tips and notes
whatever lar...hope i could do some final preparation
before the actual spm... gambateh to me xD

but today i felt weird... why my friend dint bother me at all..
something is not right is going on...
omg...maybe i think too much laa..
but its weird...

 Today go find my cousin sis yam cha...
talk alot about what happen recently..
she accompanied me alot today
thanks ya =D

then go home...watch tv....
then do revision again and again...
and now...sleep time..haha!! xD

放手把！

我不再爱你了，
就算你辈子只认定我..
我的决定还是永远不会改变

Walao..guess what?? still got 10 days left until SPM
oh god..just wish i could succeed .
but anyway..i will try my best

And meanwhile, i just wants to focus on spm
other thing, please dont mention about it..

And finally, wish all the form 5 who are sitting for spm soon,
all the best and good luck!



(my love for you will never change) love u <3

很厉害！

我昨天真的想了很久才能做出这样的决定的

这是我的真实的话，没有任何的骗话

我呢，为什么会跟她分是因为...
她真的不适合我，
我知道她对我很好,
可是,我就是没什么感受
因为我爱的人不是她
我承认,我之前是真的喜欢她..
可是,现在不一样了..
你们又知道吗?
那时我本来还没选择回她的时候,
她就打来找我了..
她说了一大堆话,目的也是要我接受回她...
那么想了很久....很久后,
我就答应跟回她在一起...
这次接受回她的原因,
是因为要给她一个机会,
看她有没有改变到...
可是在这整个星期里
她都一直胡闹....
还说看到我blog 写的东西她吃醋!
摆脱! 那些是我还没跟你在一起
都已经写了,而不是最近才写的..
难道你没看到那边写的"日期"吗??
还有,我觉得她还是想之前一样
没有任何的改变...
我要的女朋友,不是那种爱胡闹, 乱乱怀疑我,
听别人说的东西就信!
又不会撒娇,
每天见到她的时候,
样子都是很没mood 的
弄到我也没心情了咯!

这次我接受回她,也是为了要救她..
因为我班有一个人要追她
可是,她并不喜欢她..

她们都说那个Yumi Qii 是假的!
在这里我要告诉你们,
她的确是真的...
而不是说所谓的"假"
 很多东西你们都误会了我
其实,我是很老实的
但有谁是不说骗话的呢?
每个人都会的啦...
我是看情况才要会这样做的...


有一个人也未免把我说得太夸张了,
(那个人我相信她自己最清楚,我说的人是谁)
她很厉害哦, 哈哈,也不怪她啦.

结论就是,我跟嘉怡是不可能在一起的
所以, 朋友们, 请你们别误会我呀
我所说的东西,都是真的!

美君我依然爱着你！

最近发生了很多事，
一切都来得很突然..

我不知道当初为什么会选择回“她”
自从跟回她在一起后，
 我一天都没有快乐过
我每天见到她时，
我就没心情了
连我自己都不知道为什么
虽然她对我是蛮好的
可是当我跟她在一起的时候
那种感觉很奇怪，
我真的不知道为什么当初会对她有了感觉
而现在我不想再这样下去了
如果现在跟一个你不爱的人在一起
是如此的难受..
我承认那时候还爱着她
可是当我一接受回她之后
那种很奇怪的感觉又出现了
我真的不想回到原点
这个跟她在一起的尝试已近结束了
她没有过关...
其实心里我只当她是我的妹妹
我感觉跟她在一起一点都不适合
只能隐藏着自己眼泪
虽然她不喜欢男生说对不起
可是还是对不起..
这次已经不可能再回头了
我不能再欺骗自己了



而我心里面最爱的那个人只有 “美君”
她是我一生最爱也是最有感觉的女朋友
虽然她当初就这样离开了我
可是我并没有放弃过她
还记得那时跟她第一次约会的时候，
一见到她那可爱的样子，
还真的很想捏她的脸，哈哈
还记得那时候在Popular
忽然她牵了我的手，
那时候，我的心情是如此的开心
我终于可以牵到她的手了!
虽然只是短短的那几分钟
可是对我来说就好像牵了很久
还记得我跟她的去看的第一场戏
那时候，我很开心
我从来没那么开心过
令我很感动的就是
她在戏院事忽然牵了我的手
还牵了很久的呢！呵呵
还牵到手都冒汗了!!哈哈！
真的很想牵着不放手

看完戏电影后，
我们就去到处逛逛..
也在那个时候，
我终于可以跟她吻了
当她吻我的嘴唇时
那种感觉是如此的幸福
也就这样我的初吻也给了她
呵呵，我不能否认我跟她在一起的那段时间
是可以说，很幸福！非常的幸福
是她带给我快乐，
想起她那可爱的样子
又让我回想起我们看着对方的时候...
虽然那时候第一次见面
我们都很害羞
可是我们还是一直看着对方

最后，我的心里只有属于她的位置
没有人能够取代她！
我真的很想再听到她那可以的声音
我不能再欺骗我自己
也不能再欺骗“ 她” （不是美君)

美君，虽然你已经离开了我
可是我从来就没有放下过你
你一直说我欺骗你
可是我很想告诉你，
我从来没有欺骗过你，
我真的爱的人是你，
只要能够跟你在一起
我什么都可以不要
我从来没有对一个女生有那么盛的感情
而我愿意把我的一切都给你

我真的不能没有你，
我不希求什么
只希望你回到我身边
我会等你回来的！！我爱你！


“是你的就是你的，不属于你的就不是你的”
我知道这样会对你造成很大的伤害
可惜我爱的人并不是你，
没有了我不代表没有了全部
着世界是很完美的，
我相信你一定会找到你属于你自己的幸福
还有很多比我跟好的男生在等着你..
就算现在不离开，毕业后我也不可能能跟你在一起
我到现在还是只当你是妹妹的感觉
却跟你还是不能有那种情侣的感觉...
我知道你为我折了那么多的星星
希望你能把这520颗星星保留着
然后，把他交给属于你的人..
最后，我因为不想伤你才写了这段文章
开始你的新生活吧！祝你永远幸福
最后，我要对你说的最后一句话就是
I am Sorry, 我不能欺骗我自己了
再见！

------------ 完毕---------------

lala...

Hey guys... i'm back to update my blog again
being busy recently.. 
well, preparing for spm is the main reason for my busyness!
haha.. guess what? 


Yesterday while in my class, while talking with classmates
then was thinking of making a video
about love story...haha! 
then who knows we really did it..
and i became director !
wow...cant believe my first video made me famous 


During the editing process took me 5 hours to finish it
the story is about , 
The couple in the video, The guy ask her girifriend 
to come out for a drink. and the guy had a bad news to tell 
and finally he told his girlfriend their problems 
they broke up! then the guy leave the place,
but few minutes later, the boy came back and 
he realized that he made a wrong dissicion
so he went back to the place they meet 
and ...... he apologize to her..
and finally, they are back together again!


OK, now back to my post....
Today it's quite a heavy rain out there.
and finally my dear find me ady...
last few days she was moody
and she dont bother me 
so i gave her some time 
and today...i was so happy when she called me..
okay....finally settle ..xD

Recently busy busyyy...
so i wont update my blog too frequent ..


That's all for now..
bye ^^

Moody

this post is for may juan de... all i want say de thing is here...if u got come visit my blog then good!

I tell you lar hor... Since that day u left me u told me want focus on study...

but suddenly got new bf again....( Lie to me one time jor lur! )

okay, so i wait wait waittt....then finally something happened between u 

and him....then finally broke le...i so happy

i wanna find back you..but that time ur mum rampas ur fone..and even cant on9

ok lor...nevermind!

i tahan again...i wait wait waittttt

until one day, u suddenly sms me..with ur new number

i was so happy again....and that time i tried to find chance 

and when i mentioned about relationship

then u very fast push it away...

u say now don wan paktoh again....

then say want wait until u finish pmr...

then okay lor...i wait again....

I tell u , my heart never even gave up at all....

but then im still stupid...still waiting like a noob

waittttt......until i ask u again....

then u say.... wait me spm finish 1st...

all the time when i want kao back u...

u just tell me....study larr...exam larr....

all only an excuse niaa...

All EXCUSE!!!!!! ARGRHHHH

Then who know??? i also waittt

i still waitttt......

walao...waittt until i ki siao ady...

so i go your fb profile and see

then i realize something not right jor

i open sdo...then see u got new de

then i see ur fb profile..

i was like...WALAO!

my heart was like 1000000 floor jump down...>_<

 (2nd time u lie to me jor! )

U still dare say i lie to you..

when did i like to you ...???

huh??? tell me lar...!!!!

when i saw u have new bf then i very angry

i immediately go accept new gf..

because i want foeget the hurt you gave to me..

u know???? hurt is what u know meh

oni know hurt ppl... 

My heart is not made of 铁！

You still dare say me lie you??

who lie who 1st...

you lie me all the time u know???

This time u got new bf le...

very happy hor??? still very SWEEEEEEET TIM :)

haha...sweert dao i also admire worrrr :)

haha :) happy leh....he very good leh :)

Some question i wanna ask you!

1.) I treat you not good enuf is it? 

2.) I very yong sui is it?

3.) is it because im dark so u dont like me?

4.) Is ur new bf better than me?

5.) Why MUST you lie to me?? WHY!?

Yes ! even i yong sui, but my heart is good de okay

and hor, love a person is not just on his look

but is feelings.! u know de ma??

see me dark then want break with me lar??

is it the real answer???

u think i dunno arh...that time at cc u suddenly say 

( why u so dark de) * very soft voice *

but sorry lor..i still can hear !

that time i ask u.." u say what arh? "

u just say, nothing nothing !

I dark so what??? im dark because since standard 3 i go for swimming lessons

and etc...all outdoor activities...so it's sunburn! 

You treat me like this you very happy lar??? is it???

I tell you, i accepted my gf is because i wanna forget all the HURT YOU GAVE

TO ME!!!!!! 

That's all and bye

=)

我不知道你为什么一直都在欺骗我！

虽然对我来说都已经不重要了

但，当我发现了事实之后.......

之前我还以为你还爱着我的

所以自从分手了那么久

都没放下你...是你给了我一个希望

每当我向你提起我跟你的事

你就会想办法换掉话题

有或者是告诉我，spm 之后再说..

虽然我已经知道你在骗我

但是我还给自己希望

那时你说：

为什么不去找个新的女友。。

为什么你分手了又找回我呢？

你突然又找回我领我觉得有一种很怪的感觉

我真的不知道咯~~

但我看到这个短信后

心里已经有了答案...

但我还不放弃

你知道我为什么不去找新的女朋友吗？

我承认！我之前找到了一个新的

也是因为要取代你。。。

但到最后，还是做不到

因为我爱的还是你，

没有人能取代你！！

而你每次都给我同样的答案，

“ 等你考完了SPM再说”

其实你在骗我的对吗？

我那时发现你已经在谈恋爱了~

我什么你就是要骗我？？

所以，我决定跟我认识两年多的朋友

也就是我堂妹的好姐妹。。

开始了新的那段爱情，

我告诉我自己要放下你

其实，我目前的女朋友一直都要我跟她在一起

你知道我为何不接受她吗？？

因为我在等待你~

但原来，我错了！

我所做的决定都是错的....

是我傻，被你一次又一次的欺骗！

我要让你后悔！

同时也祝你幸福~

我跟我的女朋友过的很好，

哈哈，你放心我很快的就可以放下你了~

或许我很单纯吧，一直被你骗都不知道。。

哈哈，谢谢你给了我那么大的教训。。

因为你的欺骗，让我跟成熟了许多。。

Darling~ good luck on ur pmr.. 

i love you <3 

( i smile because of your love)

exams

This two weeks is also the SPM trial 

and seriously its harder than i expected ~

but i'll try my best to answer the questions

Today is maths.. 

and i could say it's so hard until i need to crack my brain

but paper 1 lagi worst, many questions also got mistake

make me so confused..used calculator count also cant get answer..

but at last, teacher came in and told us the question got problem..

that time i was like ...what!!!??? now only come tell us...ishhh

but anyway....still okay larh..

Just hope the real SPM wont be so hard lor!

Okay, today Yin Yee find me..

she say got study group

so i also go lor

they were discussing on moral and add-maths

so i also joined in the study group

at mc-donalds...haha xD

nice place for revision...

hungry can eat somemore...^^

Still got few more days will be PMR 

i was so worry of May Juan

i know she is very stress 

and very gan jeong..

but how i wish i could be there to help her

and give her support..

all i can do is support her inside my heart

I told her, " No matter what, i will always support you"

I hope she knows why i say like that lor..

My only birthday wish is ,

She will come back to me and celebrate my brithday with me...

And oh ya..my brithday is coming very soon

still got anothr week .. remember to wish me yar xD

Okay lar..that's all for now..and good luck to 
all my friends for their exams!

( I really loves you so much, pls come back to me~ i need you =D )

( muacks, i love you xD)

Whole busy week

Finally im back for blogging again.

Well most of my friend know i did a performance on Drama and also singing

am i am glad to say, i'm very happy because all of them supported me 

So on thursday that day, i started to practice for both drama and singing.

and after 3 days of rehearsal it's really fun and very tired

but thou, It's really tired!

Then until the actual performance day, i was really so excited and damn nervous!

well, it's considered by first time performance for church, well..it's for Mid autumn festival..

but i joined the Youth club it's because all of them were friendly..that's why i liked them. =D

and of course most of them are not christian as well..but we are just like a family.

We are just so fun together...that's so great lerh xD

And Sad news is, day before the actual performance. i suddenly had a minor sore throat.!

But, luckily i managed to overcome it and save back my voice..im so glad!

Then!! Today it's finally school reopened.

and im quite happy as well, because i am finally escaped from the 2 weeks LONG holiday~~

and overall it's time to prepare for the trial exam!! oh gosh..i had no confident yet..ishhh =(

Btw, Today my throat is getting worst., my voice cant even come out clearly..

it's totally Ruined out Voice!! lol!! 

Below are some photos ...

 

Me and the "mong zai" (character name)

                                                               My character in the drama..guess is what??


Okaysss...the end for now..

(i miss eu badly...x) )

=)

Haha..today my cousin sis come my house overnight
for few days i think~~
but dun misunderstand wor...not same room with her okay ==

just now singing together with her until my throat sot liao...haha xD
but fun lar....cos got ppl accompany me ^^

then go supper with her...created so many jokes to talk
then laugh lauughh until ki siaooo xD
many ppl looking at us that time...haha so fish
but still happy lar...
then now time to sleep....
bye bye guys...=D

i have enough of it!

today is another day in my life,

well, as usual i woke up and go face the com.

and my mind now was very frustrated for some reason

and there is a guy named by S***** p*

say i rampas his gf from him..

i also duno why he say i rampas his gf 

i where got wor....

so x puas hati lor....say me like that

i already break with her jor..

and me hor, wont  rampas ppl de gf de lor

Ok cukup for this...

today night need go the church to rehearsal for singing

arrr...i had no preparations at all lor..

haiz....gan jeong lehh!!!

so wish got someone can give me support

i need support lor~~~~

ok la...write until here

brain want damage jor

suprise for me...=D

Yesterday when i come back from friend's house
i recieve a friend sms...
she asked me to accompany her
so i say okay...and meet in leisure mall..
then while going to leisure mall
suddenly the sky became so dark
and rain started.....that time i was like...omg!!
then....i just ran there as fast as i could
finally reached and i saw her..

that time i was like...stunned for some reason
haha...then she say
" wah! you just shower come is it?
whole body wet wet geh

then i say..u see outside there.
raining leh...i run to meet u de lor~

then she gave me some tissue ..haha

ok..then i ask her lor...why wan me accompany you?
then..she said...i moody marh..so find u lor
u are the most kind de ..
haha..xD
got ppl say me kind...=D

whatever.,..after accompany her i saw she better leh..
then we both also go home le...

then that time i was like sibehh tired
then when reached home...
my parents say wan give me suprise
Early brithday suprise..
so i also wondering what is that so called suprise...

So..i asked them..what is that
they say...when time comes you will know..
then i say...okay lor..=P

ok larh...i think that's all for now

Another day

Today just stay at home doing nothing
until now still haven touch my schoolbag..
geng leh..??? xD

haha...thinking about the trial exam..
its really a big pressure to me
i promise myself to study during the holidays
but i until now dint make me...haiz...

This few days my mind was full of stress..
love also very "fan"
i also told myself not to paktoh anymore
until next year ...
but now i am facing my both ex again...
what should i do????
1 is ask me do be is bf again..
another 1 is dun wan accept me..

Haiz...i also dunno larhh...

ok dont wan say about this ...

Erm... I bet most of you also will feel boring during the holidays
am i right????
well, i think its individual's thinking larh
some might think its fun during holiday
and some is like me...BORING!

Haha! stop all the crap here
and ok guys, that's all for now
and bye bye...*HAPPY HOLIDAYS YAH^^*

bored holiday

Well, the 2 weeks holiday started today.
and i dont really like the holidays
cos it's boring and i cant go out anywhere
just facing the com , hp and books

Say about books then i got stress adi..
after the holiday will be the SPM trail...
omg! i had no confident at all larh..
what should i do leh...

okay...whatever


Last few days may juan also got find me
from that time she sms me...
i feel the hope is back again...
after waiting her for 7 months
and i am so happy

cos...i think she accepted me adi..
but still need time lah..
cos need wait her pmr finish 1st....

Yesterday i was so moody...
she suddenly say dun wan choi me
make me whole day also so heartache.
haiz....but now nothing jor
just feel she was so cold today
i dunno why also....


Anyway..Happy holidays to all my friends out there
and Enjoy ur holidays..
Bye

考试！

今天考BM和Perdagangan.!!
够力。。最讨厌的咯！！
老师出的问题还蛮难得叻~~
但也没办法咯。。
就这样做完了考卷就睡觉><

然后今天是我的朋友生日。。
放学后就我跟几个朋友就陪他庆祝。。
其实也没去哪里啦
只是去leisure mall 而已~
哈哈。。有一件事情很好笑的咯！

你们知道吗？
刚才我们走着的时候。。
忽然有一只猫就跟着我们一起走。。
想到都好笑。。
它可以说真的是很厉害一下的咯~~
它竟然可以跟到 leisure mall 呢！！
 真的是我人生中第一次见的事情。。
哇！我想也没想到它为何要一直跟着我们~~
但无论如何。。到最后它没跟上来了。。

然后，就去买礼物给某某人 哈哈~~~
就这样有过了半天。。。
蛮开心的~ 但很累 ><

希望明天会跟好。。
还有，也祝福我的朋友们，考试 加油加油！！
呵呵~就写到这里吧~~
拜拜~~= )

so happy today but yesterday was unlucky

16/7/2010Friday

Around 7.30pm that time while i was watching movie
then suddenly my house electric just putus..
hmm...i tough i was just a while...
but who knows it stopped for 5 hours!!!!
5 hours leh!!! imagine 5 hours no electric..><
but that time my and parents went out to take dinner
then go hang gai...

then when reached home ..wa!! got electric jor...
so happy...then after 10minutes...putus again...!!!
dulann lor....>

then wait until 2 hours still belum got electric..
then no choice...just go sleep lar...

haiz....luckily that time raining very heavy..
if not whole night cant sleep well...



17/7/2010

Today morning around 8am went to school to do my seni projek..
then until 11pm finally finished jor...then me and few frens go binding
then when pass up that time so happy, all so damn happy...
girl hug me....wah...xDD
Then go yamcha....^^

After yamcha then we all go back home...
all also tired...==
but its worth it..because the worries and stress is gone..xD

hmm.....then my computer suddenly cant open.....
then when wan turn on...i smell like something burn jor
then omg...its the CPU de component burn jor...
fukk lor..tis time...all things gone!!!!!
now using my cousin's sis laptop to on9
since she bring her laptop to me for repair
and its repaired a few days ago..
so i just use her laptop lurhh =)


But..luckily i still got savings in bank...
still can afford to buy a new PC or LAPTOP..
maybe 2molo will go to lowyat to find

And today i go check NS
its says i no kena...yeah......!!! happy dao!!

=)

ok larh,...tat's all...
bye bye

im back again

oh yes~ im back once again..to update my blog

today i have many things to share here

well...lets just start with today bah =)

Erm...today whole day stay at dewan for the seminar Sejarah..

well..i dont really like Sejarah for some reason..

i guess some of you out there also dont like it..

but what to do?? haizz..

but now at least i know how to answer Paper 2 without passing blank paper xD

And this few days very busy.... last sunday joined the kem kepimpinan ketua tingkatan

as i am going to be the leader of my class and transform it like never before...hahahah!!!

okay.... i wont mention about the Camp...cos nothing special about it..

except for Jungle/River trekking , BBQ and bla bla...

For those who got go that day sure know how interesting is the jungle trekking larh ^^

and also im busy on The Seni Project..now only doing final rush...

haha...whatever

Then, as what i said... im busy this whole month i think....

cos there will be many upcoming events and projects

and one of the events is of course My school's " CARNIVAL DAY"

Carnival Day??? 

Yes! you heard me right!

my school's is once again organizing the carnival day again...=)

and i managed to sell things on that day

so now me and my classmates are still discussing and planning..

Hope it wont be a failure , No no!! is must SUCCESS!!

okok...that's all i guess i can write here...

cos i cant finish all in a time...

and one last thing...

I am so disappointed and sad 

because...i cant join the school's singing competition 

its organized by Persatuan Bhs.Cina..

But too bad, because im too over busy 

i have no time to prepare songs and things like that..

the ending date for registration is TODAY!!!

omg!! i dint prepare songs at all...damn!!

the competition and finals and bla bla..

is on 24/ 7 if im not mistaken..

haiz...final year in school jor also cant participate...

kinda sad...and i know my fans and supporters

and friends and cousin sis..and all my 爱凤 kem members

will be very disappointed on me..=[

P/S: Sorry guys, i already tried my best to participate, 

        i knew i already promise you all..

       but i am very sorry..

       specially to my brother..Sorry =[ x10000

电话不见了!

咳~ 今天算是很倒霉的一天吧
今天带电话去学校。。
为了要拍照。。没办法咯
或许是我自己糊涂吧

我也不想再说是怎样不见的~
我的心真的很痛很痛！
又要被家长骂~咳！！
一点关心都没有。。只会说“活该咯！！”
其实我也不想的嘛~ T_T

心理总是有很多“早知道” 想说
但有能如何呢~ ><

好啦~不说这个了>< 想哭了

28 星期一
早上在周惠的时候，
上台拿 SIJIL ~~
让后我必须面对那么多的人
我要在那么多人面前演讲><
我那时虽然很紧张
但我还是勇敢的踏出了第一步..^^
最后，听到全场为我鼓励的掌声
真的是令我很感动~

回到班的时候
被老师赞呢~~
很多老师都赞我很有勇气
也表现到很好~~
连Mr.John也特地来我班找我
没想到他也会赞我呢~^^
那时候真的是很开心
我的努力真的没浪费~~

                                             （这就是我当天拿到的Sijil)

                                                  好啦~就写到这里
                                                        - 完毕-

yam cha day

Today went to yam cha with them..
then i planned to go leisure mall nearby geh shop

but becox of someone...
then we all need change location jor



then i go leisure mall and find sook leng..
then after meet her jor then kam yong also came
then we go tmn midah geh OLDTOWN...==

 then like that lor...keep planning and disccusing..
then after we go back...jit yoong and woon chon remains inside oldtown...

then when reached leisure mall...
kam yong terus go home...
then me and sook leng go leisure mall to walk around...
then she say want buy thing...
so i also accompany her


and at last...we just sit inside mcdonald
and i still continue to accompany her until she go back

i found out that...we both had same character xD
i also duno why....

that time actually i got something want tell her de
but i just cant do it...

we both just only play with handphone...
xD

then finally... she want go back
then only i terus walk back home...

i just got a feeling to protect her and care her..
haizz....but i just cant tell her
i just cant do it...><
why ?? haizzzzz...
hope 1 day i would tell her that something

                                                  ( this 1 at mcdonald take geh xDD)

                                                      she look quite sad in this pic

                                                                    hmm...=[


                                               anyway...that's all for today

                                                the school holiday is officially over

                                                 =]]

人生中有第一次

哇~终于有时间来写blog了~~


11-12 (pd camp)

10，晚上去纪勇家过夜
原来文俊也在他家~
哈哈。。早上我们就去集合地点~~
不久后，我们就开始出发了
在巴士里的超闷的...
只好选者睡觉。。哈哈！！
3 个小时后我们终于到了 P.D

这是我本人第一次参加这种生活营。。
但，我还是提起勇气去跟每个人沟通
最后，渐渐的都认识了他们
最让我不可相信的事
就是，我竟然可以在他们面前唱歌！！
我最怕就是在有很多人面前唱歌~
所以她们问我为什么不去参加比赛~
这就是答案~~

都是纪勇干的好事~
他去跟淑玲说我唱歌很好听~~
炸到！！
但没关系~但我踏去第一步~~
没想到~~当我唱完的时候
听见全场为你鼓掌的那种感觉真的很感动~
而渐渐的~我也成为当天很出名的人物了~~
尤其是女生好像被我的歌声给吸引住了~xD
她们挂在嘴边的都是“你唱歌真的好听哦”
从那天开始我就很有勇气面对人群了

其实脑海里有很多东西想说的
但却写不完~那只好写出重点咯~

当天有很多游戏
我们都玩到很开心
最难忘的就是能够牵这你们的手一起跳舞~
尤其是能牵着leng lui的手~^^

无论如何~让我最感动和开心的就是能够认识到你们
虽然在一起的时间很短~但也许很舍不得你们
但至少我们还能保持联络^^

到现在我还是很舍不得那么有趣的生活营~
也非常的想念你们~=（
但么关系~下次我相信一定会有见面的机会~

感谢神让我能认识那么多的朋友~
也感谢神让我平安的度过~


“ 爱是从神儿来，信了就能明白”
“爱是生命盼望永不止息，因神就是爱”

normal monday

Ok, what should i write for today leh
actually i also dun know
dont blame me if my post too short

Today at school, after assembly got the small ceramah
about how to repair your computer,
at first i tot is come teach us..
but not wor, just come to introduce their company and the course
so they say the kursus or somehow whatever
is only 2 days during the school holidays..
RM150 For Software and RM150 for hardware
so the total is RM300 for the whole Course fee.

According to what they say
we will learn the full skill of computer
including thoubleshooting and all the computer things that we
might need to know.. after the all ceramah ends..
all my friend come to me and say..
"eh, you must go arh..this kursus sibehh ngam you leh!"
and some say
" wei..dont need waste this kind of money la.. you so geng jor
 still need learn for wat leh.."

but i just laugh and walked away..
no matter what, i still will go for the kursus..
cos it's really important for me..


Alright alright i think tat's all i can write
and...that' s all for now
buaii~

what's wrong??

Yesterday went to leisure mall to as jit yoong ask me for a movie..
but who knows..when i reached there..and he only says.. cant watch jor..
so keep walking around...and around....
then woon chun and him go my house awhile...
then...go smktc for basketball.... 8pm geng!

but im not inside there playing...
cos i dint wear the sport equipment..
and that time quiet tired for basketball..
so i just sit there and see them play...


so after finish...around 10.30
me, yoong and w.chun went to maideen mamak to wait for parent.
but i walk home in the end...



And today, jit yoong ask out for movie again..
this time is the singapore movie

" HAPPY GO LUCKY"


today i felt something wrong...
they treat me so differently..
i also dun know why...
all like dun know who am i...

watever....then inside cinema..
also like that...so lonely de feel...
after the movie finish jor

come out jor...i tried to walk close to them..
but seems like im not their friends..

then i also became moody jor...
all standing on own positions..
and slowly...jit yoong leaved just like that..
then one by one leave leisure mall
without any greeting or bye bye

so i also go back home like that..

while walking... so damn heavy rain...
kept runing...finally back home..

ok...thats all..bye byeee

Bored day

Harlu..me come write blog lurh.

Hmm..today went to skul as usual,then like tat lor..nothing special..

Today actually wan go jit yoong de tuition place,but tat time my head suddenly so pain..so no choice lor..need rest..so cant go jor..haiz to bad

2molo is wesak day,so its a public holiday,no skul^^

2molo me wan go temple to pray,hope my spm can get my target tat i want..haha!XD
God bless me yarh..=)

Ok lar..i think tats all
Write until here niaa..

Buaiis..^^

Happy

Halo halo..
Today 1st time using new hp write blog..hehe xP.

Say abt new phone, i am so happy narh..guess wat..i finally get my dream hp,
W705~
So so happy..^^

Ok la..tats all
Buaii~^^

our future

Haha...another update since i think about it

after that day me and jit yoong talk mention about our future..

then only i terus wake up from my slumber dream..

actually i want give up on math jor...

but he is the one who made me became so serious this time..

now i really become so serious liao..

not like last time de meh....totally changed..!!

Our plan is about 3 years later de..

but i believe we could achieve it..

cos i know both of us had the some ideas and same aim..

must achieve it!!! must musttt!!!

ok btw, for today

after school go mamak with classmates...

then back home so damn tired...

and oh ya... today jit yoong's bro was playing hide n seek with me...

while studying period i went to toilet few times just to bypass his class..

and search for him.... but damn the block B toilet was locked

due to water problem issue...oh god!

because his class was just next to the toilet..

so it easy for me to find him....

but when i go his class...

and only i rmb... they are having exams..

so nvm lo..i back to class again..

then when my recess time...

i went to his class to find him again...

and who knows..he is not inside there -.-

one of his classmates says he is not in...

i was looking for him the whole entire day 

and im getting mad that time..and gave up

so no choice lor...go back home jor 

i call jit yoong and ask for solution...

hope tomorrow it wont be a dissapointment again...

okok...that's all i guess i would write..

have a nice day and bye bye..

hang out

22/5/2010 

Aiyo..i very malas wan update my blog de...

but also must update xD

Just now around 7.40pm jit yoong call me

actually he sms me jor de...

but i was having nap that time

so dint notice...

den i call him...

he ask me want to watch me or not..

that time i see time...

wahh!! so late oni ask me go...

haha...kinda excited la..

cos can watch that movie

so i terus go leisure mall wait him...

after 15 mins he called me and say he reach jor

so like that lor....

but when i reach cinema i go see the schedule 

he say the movie starts at 8.45~~

but its 8.25....mistake!!!

so how....late jor abit lor

but nvm....still can watch laa =)

Jit yoong , Me , Kam YoNG , Woon Choon, jet choong , and woon choon's parents

watched the movie...... 

then around 10.50 the movie ends....

then all balik jor...left me , jit yoong and his bro

so we go old town to yam cha

and then suddenly talked about our future..

now i became so serious jor

to aim my target...

also need to thank him la..

xD

ok now...i want give some review on the movie

The name of the movie is called kidnapper 

it's a singapore+malaysia de movie

but i can say is...very nice

although i miss the front part..

but i know the story 

 it's about A boy named Wei Siang is kidnapped at a video arcade because the bad guy (Jack Lim) thinks he's from a wealthy family. However, it turns out that his father is just a no-good taxi driver (Christopher Lee). Things get worse when the kidnapper turns greedy and asks for even more ransom money.

the movie scene was so exciting...

i recommend to all of you 

for those who haven't watch...must go watch it !

damn damnnnn nice!

ok la...that's all for now

bye ~~

i hate to be alone

17 may 2010

Today went to school as usual lurh..

then very sien...teacher teach until i wan sleep jor 

also duno why...teacher teach dou so bored..= =

but on my mind is her bday...lol..

the present is with me..but no chance to give her

so sad...nvm lar...at least i wished her..

that her i mention is may juan..

okayy...

back to the post...

so after school when to leisure mall with fren..

den go walk around....

and see many couples inside there..

all are students....

arhhh..... see jor make me feel so moody

then go home jor...i terus very bad mood...

den...sleep........ sleepppp 

den mum call me wake up eat...

i just have a feeling...

i felt  that i am so lonely...

i am the only son in the family

and no brother or sister..

no one to play with me talk to me 

or even to be my listener when i need to share my feelings..

my parents were very quiet de...

so they usually wont talk to me much

just the old  few words

haiz....i had no gf lagi lonely...

so admire those who had brother and sister..

at least wont so lonely and boring 

but i am different...haiz...sad lar..

like that lor...i only can keep tahan 

and listen songs to cover my sadness..

and of course loneliness...

Haiz....until now im still single..

but still so hard to give up her..

how can i overcome all these thing?

i really hope my life is wonderful

but not emptiness and loneliness!

that all for today,..

byee~

gotong royong

Wasei!! so many many days me bo update blog jor
sorry arhh...being so busy..
many projek to rush...= =

today go school for gotong royong..
4 person including me came for gotong royong...
you all say funny or not..??
no la...actually is teacher choose us geh..
but got another 4 dint attent..
so only got we 4 lurhh..
but nvm...4 of us also can get the job done very well...
we are given a sneaker chocolate bar..
haha...that one not bad lar...but wish got something else xD

btw, most of the job are done by me..
becos got 2 gals so all those hard job i cover...
haha..geng leh??? xDD

let the pichha show euu xP
but my fren 4gt to take others...aiyaaa
nvm la...let eu all see sin =)

                                               haha...i think that's all

                                           more will be uploaded on my fb
                                              write until here niaa..
                                                  buaiiii~~~ =)

i am so sad

Today finally come update blog again




yesterday when i go to view May Juan's Facebook page
then as i view her posts....
regarding about she loves who or somehow what..
then..at first i tot still about me..
but actually it's not!!!
it's actually a guy he loves and now is his bf i guess..
then when i click on INFO
her relationship status: In a relationship with : Jackie XXXXX (i dont wish to mention him)
he also have a name of 小傲~



When the moment i saw it, i was so shocked and heartbroken...
and now i finally knew, she was cheating me all the time
i gave her alot of chances and i hope she would come back to me
but actually i am the one is being so stupid to believe on her
and i  x puas hati is because why she choose him instead of me?


i remember she say the she wont paktoh now
she wanted to concentrade on her studies..
but actually not wor!
she now got new bf ????
dont tell me is another alasan again bahh?? 0.0~~


acutally all the time know that 小傲 got relation with her geh
cos..when in skype thier names were so similar,
and now finally thier relationship already in facebook jor


and i tot i still have chance, but acutally i am stupid for waiting her
my friends were RIGHT! 
i am memang stupid lurh~




When i ask her she sure got thing to cover back de
so i don know which word i should believe
and hor, what 承诺？？
all the promise is fake de lar..
i wont believe on promises anymore
always promise but in the end??
become other thing jor




haix... why must she treat me like that??
i still x puassss hatiiii athhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh`~~
小傲arhhhhh!!!!
yes i know maybe you elder than me
so what????
doesnt mean i cant be better than you what!
he got what 优点哦？？？？


To May Juan:

Why must you lie to me??
and why you choose him instead of me?
he better than me meh?
leng zai then me is it??
richer than me is it??
more 浪漫 then me is it????
why why whyyyyyyy'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i still x puas hati de lor
you lie to me so long i still so stupid
and go believe on wat u said
me so stupid go wait you 
and you leh???
now you got bf liao lor
me leh??? heart broken niaa
you happy lor got him
shuang liao lorrrr




ok ~~~~ 发泄完毕

Sick =[

Haiz...this few days also sick
at first sore throat....
then flu and fever..
then now..still sore throat

4 days jor still like that...
see jor doctor also same ==~


But i think now getting better jor
arghhh... cham chammm.


Oh ya~~ friday that day hor
me and my classmates went to leisure mall to watch

           " IRON MAN 2"

So after 2 hours then movie ended..
then all balik rumah.....LOL!!

conclusion,
that iron man 2 is very sibehhh NICE!
the visual effects are so real and so so nice
aiya...Just one word i can say

     EXCELLENT!!!
must go watch..recommend to all of you ^^



And yesterday i get back my w910
after 2 months finally its back
now it look nicer but not brown anymore
i like this time de colour..
watever la..at least fully serviced jor


K larhh~
write until here
bye

movie week

Harlu harlu~~
im back lurhh~~ xD

Haha..i will campur few days de together

Now start~~

25/4/2010
__________

Afternoon went to Times Square to hang gai..
then went to low yat plaza to search for something
actually is my friend want buy speaker
so we accompany him
and of course i go there to find my things also lar xD
then after he buy jor
then go his house to help him install his new speaker
zadao -.-
speaker also dont know how to "安装”
really is noob dao sibbeh noob lurhh
ok dont say that liao ``


26/4/2010

Afternoon time my brother called me
and ask me to go leisure mall
then i rush there to meet him
then hor..woon chun was also there..x)

then we went to watch movie
that movie is "初恋红豆冰"
or known as  "ICE KACANG PUPPY LOVE"

that movie leh is a malaysian production
i will give some comment on it

Conclusion,
Overall quite funny, but not really that nice lar
okok only..can pass nia =)
the ending was not so good
but around ending there my tears drop down
i also dont know why..
haha xD sokiaaa...= =

Still need to improve more...
but i like 曹格 inside that movie
he is so funny and cute ^^


Then went to Boston to eat..
then bla bla...
(picture can refer to my FB)


and last but not least~~~
TODAY~ 27/4/2010

Today arhh...erm~~
study as usual lurhh
not special bah~

then practice the song with my friend for the competition
my school got the english singing talent competition
so after school straight go dewan for the audition..
and i really give then zhadou de thing is...
It's an english singing competition,
But!! Got Dacing, playing piano, and so many bla blaa...
that is not related to SINGING.
and got 1 even geng!!!
go sing CHINESE SONG WEHHH~~
english singing competition go sing chinese song
you all say zhadao or not lehhh xD

But at last, we decided to leave the hall..
cos i dont felt to participate anymore..
nooob la...all!!

ok lar.
write until here niaa
buaiii sss

OMG~ mad

Agrhhhhhhh.hhhhhhhh....

Today i wont write too long
just to 发泄 only...


That sejarah need to memorize so many
i wan faint adyyyyy lurhhh```

give us less then 1 week time only???
you tot so easy meh??

cant memorize then write name in BKDM??
walao.!!!! might as well kill me better larrr o0o!!

So many things need do, you tot only got 1 subject meh???
think of others la...dont so selfish can or not
i know u teacher..very geng!
we student only...not enuf geng so only need u to teach mah!!!!!


ok enuf~~


And and!!! my dad said may can buy that phone for me geh
then now change to june pulak~~ ==???
which 1 is real ???? which word should i believe o??
yesterday say may
now say june...????
if cant buy then dont promise la..
dont make promise then want change
make me happy for nothing
agrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!


~ 发泄完毕

ReFresH

Heys guys~
sorry arh, i was so busy this few weeks
and cant managed to update my blog on time..
hereby, i apologize to all my friends and viewers.

okay, back to the point now.
This few days i was busying on projects and studies..
homework are making me mad soon.
haha..but it's still okay
xD

On my mind now there's few things of course

And 1 is of course my awaiting handphone that i wanted to get

   W705~~

That's the phone that wish to get this year.

And my dad promised to buy this phone for me on May

so i hope he wont break his promise

really like this phone so much

><

Alright, and one more thing is about girl ==

i dont really want mention

but i still want mention about it

actually i already can fully give up on her

but then i got feeling

that i cant give up..

so i dint managed to give up

no matter how

i cant forget what u had given me

specially all those memories

i know u still love me de

hmm..i think that's all for now

have a great week

and oh ya..

who know's where i can get a 2nd hand DLSR

pls tell me ya..

byee for now~~

16/4

Woo Hooo~~

Hey all, im back !
i think a week i dint update blog le..
haha..quite busy now...
many projek and studies need to follow on
so pls bear in mind lor...

haha...last few days went to friend's house for his own studio thing
I also recorded a few songs as well...
so geng can go buy studio equipment xD
whatever....everyday passed so fast...
and hope every thing going on smoothly...


that's all larh......
dont know want write wat =x

yee yee~~ dun say i dint update har xP
now i update jor lurhh sot poh =PP

I was not well today

Well, yesterday night i kena a quite serious food poisoning
so i slept very early.. and when i wake up today morning
i realized that my stomach was still pain
but not as pain as yesterday night ><


okay~ when i go take my phone..
and see, walao!! 88 messages and 15 missed calls??
siao punya...all find me like very urgent geh 0.0

And jit yoong also say urgent..
so i managed to call him back for details
but when i want go use my house phone
then ehhhh 0.0????
line no respond ==
shit!!! cant call also...
and that time my handphone was out of credit...
then..what should i do???
so i just online and see whether he is online or not
but then i found kam yong...
so i ask him where jit yoong
then he says jit yoong was in chee seng's house =.=!!
den awhile later jit yoong called me
and asked me want to go pavilion for a movie..or not
When i heard Pavilion then i takut jor
cox..my budget was so tight now...
spent alot this month...
so i had no choice but to reject him....


So sorry bro, cant intend to join you guys
but next time sure can jor...this month got problem niaa
sorry >



And today i finally open minded jor..
maybe is because of my tang mei's advice
and made me think a few days
so finally i can slowly give up on my HER


Okay, i am starting my new life now
don't want to paktor for now
i just want to enjoy my single life

Write until here nia =)
bbuuaiii~~

why i cant do it !

Haix.. 2 days jor  >.<
i thought i already give up on her
but until now i still cant do it
why arhhh~~~~~~
why?????


That day she really hurt me so deep,
but until now i still cant give up
i just felt like all the time its just a long dream
when i wake up and everything is just a dream
why must it be like that......= =!

I always tell myself that it is a dream onii
when wake up everything will be normal
but i know its useless,
becox it is real but not dream...

I want be happy onii =-=
so hard to be happy =x

Friends tried to give  advice and support
but it doesn't helps at all...

Are you really happy without me?
or maybe you decided to be this way
arhhh...i know im craping
ok i stop ~~

Ok that's all
and thanks for reading my crap
byee~

      * Crap =废话

its over

Today finally finish exam....


Skip to the part i want say de ~

Today evening i play xdo

then suddenly i saw "Her" online
so i terus go inside the room
and she dint even choi me
like dint see me inside...
then inside there's a boy


 thenn.....

I so angry jor, and keep ask
u treat me like this for wat !!!
am i 透明？？
then she keep saying those rubbish thing
she just keep ignoring me...
ok fine!
then i saw that boy call her " 老婆 "
deng lor..she is cheating me all the time??
say want focus on studies??
all is fake de bah...
that time i feel like she's another person
not the may juan i know...totally changed
that time my heart broken..
and i tell myself....to give up
so at last..i gave up her jor

whatever she promised or said is not truth at all

i remember she promised me:
"I WONT LEAVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT"

and she last week said:
＂I STILL LURB YOU =] DUN SAD"


But all is fake...
what i can say is...bye bye may juan
maybe im not suitable for you
giving up you is the only choice now
you forced me to do it
and you hv'd chosen this way

sorry 美君

祝福你，能幸福
有缘再相遇。。
goodbye~
and thanks for wat you gave me...

that's all
write finish ..

jy jouse 2 night

saturday(yesterday) night i went to jit yoong's house and overnight
and wat i could say is.. very happy got ppl to accompany me
imagine me alone at home everyday like soh lou
and when i go his house the feel is different =)


okok, so yesterday night actually want go old town de
but then changed again ==
then his bro pun follow also....
thenn..finally go that chinese restaurant for dinner..
reason is becox can watch football

ok then skippppp`

then talk alot before sleep..
i shared alot of my feeling and thing to my bro
i mean jit yoong lar..

den after that, both of us also fall asleep jor =]
morning wake up around 9.30pm
and that jit yoong still belum wake up xD
but at last he wake up jor

then a moment later,
kam yong came to jit yoong's house
then say want go lawyat to buy cable and bla bla...
so at last, me and jit yoong also decided to go
actually jit yoong dun wan go de,
cox..the say want revise for his exam.
but last , he also follow jor
then jit yoong bought the wireless adapter(WIFI) + power cable
kam yong bought VGA and audio input cable.
i dint managed to buy anything,
as i planned to search for W705's price in lawyat
so finally asked a few shop there
and all of them had different prices

But i had decided to buy this model
around May Or June ,
( hoho~ W705 im waiting for you =) )


Okayyss~~~

Actually it's alot to write de
but i just want make it short as posibble

Ok lar, that's all
write until here nia xD

I smile because i'm in love with you

够了

这几天为了某一个人而感到很烦~~
然后，刚才我开XDO 的时候。。、
当我看到“她”的profile 时....
那边写：are we still together?
                or we are still together ~~
应该是 are we still together?


我看到的时候~~
心里开始有一种感觉~~
到底是问我还是那个LIGHT?
我很想知道~~


让后当她on9 了
我就问她
本来不想提的~~但又很想问
谁知道，
当我问她：
你还爱我吗？？
她就说：我不知道~


不知道？？？
我记得那时她还说
“ i still lurb you=] dun sad "


想在尽然说：不知道！！！？？？


然后刚好我那时的心情很差
就这样闹了起来~~~
最后，没有答案
但却更冷淡了~~




now de me just very bad mood

To You:
Sorry ~ i should'nt ask you or mention about it
and i wont ask again..
and hor, i wont say DIE this word anymore.
i wont be so silly anymore..
dun hate me~ =]