My feelings

Wow. this time im back to update again..

I was shocked when i know that a girl that im waiting for SO LONG,,
finally have a new boyfriend!

At first, i don't believe it,,
but then i realize is real!!
i can't accept it..
but i have no other choice but to accept the reality.

This time i finally gave up on waiting her,,
well. i guess is time to entirely give up on her..

~ Allow me to write in mandarin ..

看来,,是时候成全和祝福他们了..
虽然我不能拥有她..
但,,,能够看到自己爱的人找到了属于她自己的幸福
虽然有点不甘心,,可是我也为他们感到高兴. :)

所谓. 看到你爱的人幸福，，
才是最大的幸福..




I am single, i feel so lonely actually...
hmm.. the feelings is very hard to be explained


Hope this year i would find my love..
i know my true love is waiting for me somewhere

I wont give up!




 Okay , i think thats all for now
i will end my post with the best wishes and blessing to my friend and also was my ex girlfriend..

Wish you ' hang fuk ' and hope he will be better than me..
hope he will treat you better than i do..
;)

Im useless -,-

I cant even handle relationship well.

No one even wants me.
I thought if i do many things to impress her is the right decision,
but it's NOT! no matter what i do .. she won't feel it.
我觉得自己很没有用!

I have nothing to say other than useless..

I'm speechless.


Ok . that's all . bye

( sorry for the simplified english) just being random . 

IM BACK!! :D

Yeah guyss! after few months of abundance of this blog.
im finally back today.. :D

Well, mainly is due to busyness of my studies!
as i promised that i'll update it very frequent BUT at last
i broke my promise! haha.. nvm lah
im back and here to apologize to my every blog reader ^^


Okay.. last few months i was quite busy with assignments and exam
omg .. and now its sem break!
but still many revisions to be done..
anyways.. still need to have some time to relax myself !

Yesterday i went to the dental clinic for a small surgery,
its because of my so called ' wisdom teeth' is growing
but got some major problem while growing..
so need to do surgery to give some space to grow..
erm.. if those who are around my age or elder than me
around 19 or 22 ++ they might know what i meant...
it's really painful i might say..
Well.. everyone will need to face it..


 Lastly. i finally know that she don't love me anymore..
and made me understand everything
after 2 years of waiting and i finally get an answer..
now she only says that she will be my best friend..
well.. at least we still can be friends
this time after knowing the answer...
at first i was quite sad and cant accept it..
but after awhile i feel happy
because she's still my best friend...
that means.. i dint really lost everything..
and finally i gave up on her
i felt more relief now.. :)

To wait her for 2 years is really suffering
but i still persist of waiting her
this proves that how much i loved her
BUT .. too bad she din't know how to appreciate it!
I even did sometime more insane !
as all of you might think i am..
Guess what? i posted that i swear to god i love her
on my facebook's profile!
 many ppl think that i too loved her
but still one word ' TOO BAD'

Ok lahh.. i think that's all for now
Have a nice weekends.. and APRIL FOOL TMR!! xDD
Byeee ! :DD

Happy new year! :D

Hey guys! I'm back again xD

It's 2012 ady. new year and new beginning.
this year it's really a good year for me
i just felt it was nice and everything was
going very well today..
haha.. guess wat?
my best old friend of mine....
we meet up today
walaupun not very long lar..
but he gave me my kast year's b'day present..
i was so touched when i found out what it is inside...
i really like it so much....= )
i really dunno wat else i can say other than touched and happy

anyways.. hope this year everything will be go on very smoothly ..
and hope i could smile and be more happier than b4!
 :) hehess!!

okie larhh... that's all for now..
will try to keep my blog updated frequently =D