IM SO HURT

i duno wht is happening between me and you ~ >.<
i juz felt that this few days u treat me so cold
that was so unusual for me,maybe i dun understand
but,why im not given a chance to understand you

i know im wrong,in msn i shouldnt write that few words
i really dont mean to hurt you,i really dont mean it.
but i was just saying out my feelings that time
i really dont mean anything, really!

yes! maybe i dont understand ur feeling,
but,at least i hope im given a time or chance
to understand ur needs and ur feelings.

i just wanna say, please dont make until both of us
lost our way of direction, hurt is pain u know?

i hope you forgive for what i said to you
i dont really mean it, im useless i know
but,i'll improve myself to understand you
IM SORRY, wo ai ni ~ T.T
i really do ! from the bottom of my heart
i always do, no matter what your decision are
i will still wait,until the end of the journey.

boring and boring.. song i sudden made

aiya..finally finish repairing kam yong de computer ...settle jor..
but haiz..still at his house..duno what to do..just wait lor...haiz...
anyway..once again also wan thanks him lor..
thanks his mum for fetching me to his house...thanks thanks
haha..something funny is..when im walking to maideen..
suddenly a car is behind me..when i see..ehh?? is his mum wor..
so ngam de....haha..watever lor... just hope can finish reapring ASAP..

later need to go handphone shop to collect my hp...oh haiz..
3 days no hp,my life is very unusual leh...not used to it..

now leh, still waiting and waiting..i also duno wan to wat jekk~ =(
haiz..i wish can go home now de...but how wor...waiting kam yong lor
he watching tv...then i sienz until wan die jor...wuwu T.T




[ world of FREEDOM]

Lyric: Myself

Song: Myself, Joseph



- oh baby, set me free to the world of freedom-
- u gotta know that i need freedom-
-something havenly feeling from the air..-
- if im a bird i'll know what to do-

chorus*
coz i wish to fly,i wish to fly in sky like a bird
when everytime i saw a bird my eye is admire
my soul is foulding me for reason of life
the only you for fulfilding me life
with depressionation of my life


-Song will be available very soon

my only hope (tomorrow)

haik haikk..tomorrow wish i can get back my baobei handphone lor..
miss it for 2 days leh..haiz.. T.T  getting nervous edi...weihhhh
ok.. tomorrow going to kam yong house to repair computer..
hope can fast finish then :shao gong: lor..hahahaha xD
becoz 4pm need go out to do something,
then 6pm go giant CMC to collect my hp...
so..quite busy tomorrow

haiz..today dont know want write what lar..
stop until here la..bye all..

my gf wanna suicide..@@

i wonder why she was so quite this few days...
as when i sms her, her reply was different.
that time i realised that she was something not right...
i knew tht she was very moody due to some reason..
but she dint tell me...i kept asking her for the reason...
but she dint even managed to tell me...im her bf o.O
well, until yesterday night, she sms me..
and ask me to call her,  so okay n i call her


so when i call her, she told me many things..
bla bla.... then finally she told me wad happened...
such a silly gal, juz bcoz her kai gor wan 断绝关系
with her,then she so sad until say wan go jump sea lar..
jump building lar...so many things = =
haiz...so dissapointed toward her la...no feel any more
my heart already broken jor... suan la...let her be la
wat she wan to do ... is non of my business...
since inside her heart only got his kai gor...
then go find her kai gor lar...dun bother me...
im nothing to her anymore..

food poisoning

sorry arh..this few days no update my blog..
because i had food poisoning.. T.T
haiz...really so susah lor.. =(
erm...if not mistaken la hor....
is sunday night..
i felt my stomach very pain....ouch!!
so realised i got food poisoning jor..
the whole night i cant sleep at all...
keep on going to toilet many times
then morning still so pain....
haiz...still need tahan and go to school...
whole day in school also pain like hell...
cant even concentrade to study lar....>.<
until now only feel good jor....
haiz..hope 2morrow will be ok lar..
tired jorr..write until here lar..

quite moody these days

i duno wat actually happen tat makes me feel so moody.
usually my dear will sms or call me de..
but now she seldom call me jor...since something happened...
everytime when she sms me is the few old words...
last time leh... got many thing to sms de..
now just few words..everyday the same...
haiz...i also duno why will become like that geh.....


haiz...i reli duno what i should say anymore...
she just sms and ask me why dun find her...
i got my own problem de ma..
my hp no money jor ma....
so i afternoon oni go reload...
then she tot i dun wan her jorr...
the actual reason she wont know
she oni know that i dont bother her anymore...

no matter wat i said..she still think i dun wan her...
why like that de..is it my fault again....
i just felt so unhappy and wish to hate myself
but,everytime we sms.... the content
is everytime the same.. few bored words
i had enough of it !! i wan be like last time

now she became more bad temper..
little thing then angry ady....
the oni thing i can do is make her happy everytime


now she quit xdo jorr...im so lonely
real life oso bored jorrr.......
ask her go out gai gai also cant
everytime busy busy... >.<
ok lurhh...nvm i lonely myself
see my friend's de dear go watch movie
i oni can see them and admire them
but myself is just an imagination..

my heart so hurt this few days...
but i dun wan to lost her..

i dun wan to continue this life jor..
i wan back to last time....
arhhh..but what can i do nahh...>.<
so sad...reli so sad...

9.9.09 special day ^^

yea, as everyone knows today is a special day...
so for me its quite special also nahhx..i dont know why
but just felt special for me..haha anyway..


erm..so today got one special event/project
"Go for 9" erm..it's attempt for Malaysia's book of Record !
well, sound great isnt it? 

let me tell you more about it..
it's actually a song being sang by those for Participate on that Event.
i'm so glad that my school " SMK TAMAN CONNAUGHT"
is also choosen as to participate of this event as well. cool!
that song is " This is My Country" 
9.00am, this song is being sang by all the participants including us !!
After that, Ended with Our National Anthem, Negaraku.
for more info pls log on to : http://www.gofor9.com 


Today after school, me and my friends went to Eat KFC
eat until syook syook..happy dou seii ~~ xD
well, it's an unforgetable moment for me.
specially this special DATE. that it's forever once!!

demn... i hate it !!

Yesterday, hmm.. around 4pm like that..
got someone call me, i dont know who lai de lar...
nvm so i just pick up, when pick up jor...
ehh.. it's a gal lai de wor...i wonder is who..??
so she asked me.. u know im who ma???
so i say.. erm..i dun know wor...
then she laugh..hahaha sha gua...
har.. =.= zha dao she laugh for wat jekk.... crazy????


Nevermind lorh.. then she told me jor oni i knew is who...
if you viewed my previous post then u will know
who im refering to, walao she reli geng lehhh!!!
use different number and call me.. and make me confuse
actually i oso dun know who lai de lar..
the first time when i pick up her call..i reli duno who
its quite a while jorr lar... i think 1 month ago = =
tat time i kept asking her.. where u get my hp num..
then she says.. u give de lar!!
har....i give her??? for wat reason jekk....
nvm..then i ask her..how did i give you?? or when ?
then she say.. errm.. inside xdo u giv me de..
but i dint have any " yin xiang" about her lehh...
when she told me her xdo name...i reli duno
coz never saw her name b4.. in xdo
so nvm lorrr...at first i tot she was quite nice to talk with..
but unfortunately..not wor...she like sot jor de....
keep on shouting on me...and scold bad words towards me
just because she bad moood?? putus cinta ?? or wat??

then she ask me to be her boyfriend, = =
she like forcing me de lor..not ikhlas de
diu... so rude wor her... scold bad words so dirty words
14 yrs old so rude...wonder how her parents teach me..
so malu la... haiz..nvm lor..i just berangap she say lapsap
then i say i wan go toilet jorr..so ok..finally ~~ phew

aiya..dun wan say la..tats not the thing i wan tell in this post
ok continue the real thing,

so yesterday as i said..she called me again...
this time when i pick up...she tell me one word
"wo yao zhi sha le" i was like shocked ..!!
she say "wo kan bu kai" zhi sha zhi sha = =
so wu liao...haiz..don bother la...i knew she wont
and then hor she asked me..
how is the feeling after zhi sha...???
then i say i dont know wor..i havent did b4 leh
then i immediately change topic....

u still got play xdo ar... i ask her..
she say got sure got la...
haiz... u arhh..no find me de..
i hate u ohhhh ><
( she said)

i dun like her atitude lor..so rude
a gal should be more gentle...
but not so rude...no manners type
i hate it i hate it....

very moody

this few days very bo mood lor...
deng..keep on feel so moody
like something is bothering me....
i hate it..damn it larh!!!
and that stupid call me what chicken heart , and what PUI guy
he dont even understand the reason then simply say
just because that he think im wrong im bad...
niama...all i wrong all he right...
and i dint block him lor......
i not so free to block his f***** msn
just becoz i just seldom on9 msn
then say i block him wor....diu lar...
ask me go see mirror...so what???
i no need you to teach me moral wor..
u ask ur own heart lar..u now using windows Xp or what??
still say got weird thing come out...what the hell larhh
help u fix until i wan cry ady still say i bad...haiz..
i know ur dad very good la...fetch me
very good lar....need to "bai" you or not
or want me to say thank you x1000 times arh???
if u dun wan fetch also nvm de...
no one using a knife to force you what!! aiyorrr
very weird hor...pc rosak still can on9 geh...
weird weird nahh... or maybe he using laptop ??
maybe lorrr... whatever larhh...
anyway... dun care anymore lar...
just forget all those sad , unhappy, emo thinggy
and just life happily nahhx.. concentrade on other thing
then concentrating on those wu liao things, those emo emo thing
all hapus..wan say me what then say la..i dont care
for him hor...im so bad de lor...ok lor..nvm..let him say until shuang!!!




ok la..wan sleep already...tired jorrr...
good night.

SMKSM Singing Competition (Final) Part 1

Today is SMK Seri Mutiara's Singing Competition's Final,
Jit Yoong ask me to attent de...
but anyway, at first im not used to it
because im new to that school and less friend i know there.
so abit strange lor...

Jit Yoong busy busy busyy... haiz..nvm
i enjoy the competition and also shooting Photos and Videos.

Anyway, Photos below will replace all my words






Dancing xD

This is Linar, I love her voice ^^

My Ticket ^^

All photos are in random order..

im lazy to rearrange them..

There are alot more

so this post will be separated to Part 1 and Part 2

More will be updated soon.

Now very tired edi..want sleep.

Bye

Please note that the photos are all small sizes

If you want the original Sizes Photos

please kindly email me

kwaxiong@hotmail.com

Thank you .