Working day :)

Today is my first day start work.
Work as Tm reseller or salesman...haha
but just part time lah...not official job

quite nice la this job....
the colleague still treat me so well
belanja us makan and more more also...
but quite hard to sell :(
anyway....enjoyed this job much...

yesterday finally went for Car Undang class..
5 hours and there very cold somemore
went with friends.. haha
1 girl... 2 boys including me x)

then now keep reading the undang book
next week need exam jor...gan jeong T__T
i scare will fail...><

Finish spm :)

Yeah!!!! today finally finish spm liao lurrr <3 <3
so happy lehhhhh xD
hahaha!!! but not ki siao yet!
finally i can have feel relief ady.. =)

Today ended the last subject which is SENI
ended 5.00pm approximately.
haha...then went to cc for free leh!!!
i also wonder why its free
so lucky...when i went in to the cc there
when we chosen our pc ady
then wan go couter pay...
but the cashier says......
no need pay lah..u all play for free bah..
walao....so syok punya leh
i also very surprised de lurrh x)

Hehe... really really so happy leh..
dunno wanna say wat anymore..
just looking forward for some celebrations and gatherings.
And of course im looking for part-time jobs as well....
need money lehh : ( ... pity me

Haha...whatever lah...for those who takes chinese
good luck for them and all the best !
<3

Appreciate Our Life !

After i heard and read a news regarding about
a young guy suicide becos of his gf broke up with him.

It happened Wednesday morning.
In cheras area..
such a sad news for me

and my dear friends ,
After i realized this news
i was having a true shock and
that time i was thinking
why should he do that..

Now i only know that i was being so stupid
sometimes i even feel like dying,
and ended up, because of this sad news
it WOKE ME UP!
I shouldn't be so selfish to everyone
If i suicide, i would leave HURT to my family and friends :(
its really not worth to do that.

Life is always wonderful, its just the way you take it
and the problem we have will always be a solution to solve
dying will ended up get nothing.

So , Now i finally woke up
and i only understand how important our life is : )

Appreciate our life bah !
Life is only once and there will be no second time to live.
I really feel sad to him and its not worth
but too bad, he is too stupid !
anyway.. hope god would protect him

Lastly, Dont suicide because of any problem
its not worth it!

很寂寞！

Still got 1 last subject then will finish SPM
haiz..still need so long only finish
sien lor...want do anything also cant..!
wanna work also cant, eh please la..faster can or not leh??
need drag until so long de meh...
For those who is pure science students they are extremely lucky
becos they finished SPM!! haiz....

whatever, it still will finish.. all i can do it just wait and wait..!

Today suddenly i felt lonely again...
for some reason i dont know what happen to me...
but, i really felt so lonely and wish got someone can accompany me
but as i know , there is no one who wants me...

My heart is always waiting for that someone to come back
but unfortunately she ignored me...

ok, today write until here nia
bye...