Gsn jeong & worried -____-

Yesterday night was so cold 

sometimes hot dou seii..

somtimes leh.. very cold..-______-!

i also dun understand wats wrong wif the earth > <

skippp..

today whole day nothing to do..

just stay at home..and just facing the com ....

lalala... few more days will be the day tat i was worried about...

which is the SPM result taking day.... 

awwww..... so terrible when thinking about it... =( 

hope i could get good results larh

not to say all A's 

but at least the target that i wished to get

the subject tat i worried the most is BM

for other subjects i ahve confident on it... x)

haha... anyway.. still need to face it

think positive will helps : )

And finally my mood is back to normal : D

good leh??? 

hahahahaaaa....xDD

Ok la...tat's all :P

Is it worth waiting you??

PISS OFF?? FARK OFF??
before u all wanna go back
i ask u come find me...or meet me
but u all keep delay....
den ???? last minute ady oni say at baskin robin
last minute oni wait ???
my fault meh?? i purposely go to find u de leh
u tot very near meh???
i do tis all for wat????? think im noob???
nerd is it??? stupid is it???
all is our fault la???? is it???
I come find u but u like tis treat me???
OKAY!! OKAY!!! Now i understand jor
i get it adyy!!!
Haiz...i tot got hope de...
but after i meet u .... i knew u changed !
and u are not last time de may juan tat i know anymore
totally changed!!!!!
haiz.... suan la suan laa....wasted my hope and time
my heart keep waiting u for 1 years!
but now ........ haiz.....
IS IT WORTH WAITING FOR YOU???
THIS 1 U SENDIRI KNOW THE ANSWER!

Kam yong's bday gai gai trip and bla blaa..

Today is kam yong's bday...
but seems like most ppl duno today is his bday
until he show his birth date oni ppl started to wish him...LOL!
actually i know his bday is on march but 4gt on when...

skippp

he called me and say wanna ask me to repair his laptop
so he bring his laptop to my house
and i check and within few minutes then gao dim jor
haha... xD
den... as planned to go lawyat to buy thing
and kam yong also wan go... so i also prepare lurh
and skipppppp


thn ... jit yoong also can go...thn double syokkk jor
ok lurh...then he sms me say he at ts wait me
so me and kam yong sit bus and go find him

thn after 15 minutes den reach there jor...
while walking i was hoping to meet someone also...
becos she told me she will go times square also
and i was very excited to meet her
thn... after meet up wif jit yoong
den started to go find her
but who knows she keep dint appear
i also duno why
den all say hungry jor...
so go to Marry Brown to eat
i can tell de is....their service is bad like hell...
and price is expensive like HELL!!
I speechless .... badd baddd service!
i also belanja jit yoong and kam yong ....-__-
haha... then food serve jor....
while eating i kept cant concentrate on eating
keeep waiting and looking on my handphone
and keep looking outside and see if she comes to find me
but ended up.... its useless...everything wasted...
plan wasted alll....... is wasted!
i keep cant eat well.....
 keep looking at the phone....

ok lurh...at last she said at Baskin robins
so i oso rushed and without enjoying the food
i cincai eat and thn immediately rushed down to find her...
den.. at last i found her....
at first i dint...den i oni see her...lol -_-
but whn i saw.. i feel so happy
den who knows i belum say few more words
den she say she rush time...nid go back
so tat time my heart was suddenly "PECAH " adyyy!
i tot today can kao her back... but ended up is
A big big disappointment...


I dunno wad i can say anymore ....
but oni thing on my mind is
just a BIG DEPRESSED WORD
I loves her... but she like dun know
just very cold ... treat me very very cold
BUT i still no give up....

I do so many things is just to get back her
but why she 一次又一次的让我失望!
haizzzzzzzz........ im very sad today
i tot will successful but at last is failed....
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
my heart very painn........ painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn arhhh

ok la ... nth to say adyy
oh ya... kam yong happy bday ya..=)
tanker 万岁! xD

(美君，我做了那么多
也只是因为我爱你
难道你不知道么？
我为你付出了那么多
但你却一次又一次的
让我很失望！)

如果你不爱我
就让我彻底的死心
不要让我一直默默地等待
我已经等了你一年多了
但你却还是这样对我 =(






 see photo and tats all...

The End`

all i want is you !

Today i was so happy and abit sad also
well... not actually sad lar..
but mean depressed larrh
When learn driving dat time
let my instructor scold so badly....
i also dunno why he wan like tat

then he made me no mood adyy...
but after went home then everything is fine jor

thn ... i go buy computer thing...
at nearby de computer shop....

then... went for haircut...
now i had new hairstyle jor
anyway...still like it so muchh

after tat slept for an hour for a nap...
thn my hp got message come
i tot is may juan..
 but its not =(
becos she sms me tat time few hours ago
and i reli hope tmr de wish will become reality
tats my oni chance and hope...
arhhh.. god please bless me
everything must be steady tmr... =)


erm... ermm.. i reli wish she can accept me back again..
i tried many and many times adyy..
and until now i still never give up at all..
but wat should i do leh?? ><
i also dunno..... very frustrated lur

只要你回来我身边
我什么都愿意为你改变
再给我一起机会好么？
我答应会比以前更加的爱你~
我依然在等待........

I will give u suprise and i still love you ! ^^

My hope is still her.. and my wish all the time is still her
now i feel dao got some hope jor
i wish tat on her birthday i can give her a big suprise!

hmm...yesterday go driving lesson again...
but whole day very pening..
i also dunno why.....
but luckily it dint disturb dao my driving...
actually i learn driving is because of someone
so , no matter how hard , how suffering
i also will tahan.. because of tat some1 i will tahan till the end!

I was so happy when i noee she likes the same things as i did..
actually last time when 2gether wif her tat time
many similar thing tat we like or love..x)

1 year jor! already 1 year since she leave me..
and until now i still belum give up !
this prove that how much i loves her!!

This time i feel the chance to get back her is very high jor..
hope i wont fail again tis time....
God ,please bless me !
and i promise to treat her better than ever..
and if i had made any mistake last time please forgive yah!

May juan , u are still the only one i love
even already 1 year, but my feelings and love to u never change
and  it wont change and will remains the same ,,
I still love you like i ever do!
I LOVE YOU <3
I miss everything tat u gave me..everything when we are 2gether :(
I really hope tis time u will accept back me again...
i never have such a feel to a girl until so deep at all..
Never ever in my entire life!
All i say de is really from my heart
and i reli very sincere to ask u to be 2gether wif me like last time
u know? when we 2gether those days
i was so happy, everyday oni will see my face is happy de
no sadness at all...

May juan , please come back to me : D
i really reallly need you!
my life is really empty and lonely without you !
I will always love you! !