16/4

Woo Hooo~~

Hey all, im back !
i think a week i dint update blog le..
haha..quite busy now...
many projek and studies need to follow on
so pls bear in mind lor...

haha...last few days went to friend's house for his own studio thing
I also recorded a few songs as well...
so geng can go buy studio equipment xD
whatever....everyday passed so fast...
and hope every thing going on smoothly...


that's all larh......
dont know want write wat =x

yee yee~~ dun say i dint update har xP
now i update jor lurhh sot poh =PP

I was not well today

Well, yesterday night i kena a quite serious food poisoning
so i slept very early.. and when i wake up today morning
i realized that my stomach was still pain
but not as pain as yesterday night ><


okay~ when i go take my phone..
and see, walao!! 88 messages and 15 missed calls??
siao punya...all find me like very urgent geh 0.0

And jit yoong also say urgent..
so i managed to call him back for details
but when i want go use my house phone
then ehhhh 0.0????
line no respond ==
shit!!! cant call also...
and that time my handphone was out of credit...
then..what should i do???
so i just online and see whether he is online or not
but then i found kam yong...
so i ask him where jit yoong
then he says jit yoong was in chee seng's house =.=!!
den awhile later jit yoong called me
and asked me want to go pavilion for a movie..or not
When i heard Pavilion then i takut jor
cox..my budget was so tight now...
spent alot this month...
so i had no choice but to reject him....


So sorry bro, cant intend to join you guys
but next time sure can jor...this month got problem niaa
sorry >



And today i finally open minded jor..
maybe is because of my tang mei's advice
and made me think a few days
so finally i can slowly give up on my HER


Okay, i am starting my new life now
don't want to paktor for now
i just want to enjoy my single life

Write until here nia =)
bbuuaiii~~

why i cant do it !

Haix.. 2 days jor  >.<
i thought i already give up on her
but until now i still cant do it
why arhhh~~~~~~
why?????


That day she really hurt me so deep,
but until now i still cant give up
i just felt like all the time its just a long dream
when i wake up and everything is just a dream
why must it be like that......= =!

I always tell myself that it is a dream onii
when wake up everything will be normal
but i know its useless,
becox it is real but not dream...

I want be happy onii =-=
so hard to be happy =x

Friends tried to give  advice and support
but it doesn't helps at all...

Are you really happy without me?
or maybe you decided to be this way
arhhh...i know im craping
ok i stop ~~

Ok that's all
and thanks for reading my crap
byee~

      * Crap =废话

its over

Today finally finish exam....


Skip to the part i want say de ~

Today evening i play xdo

then suddenly i saw "Her" online
so i terus go inside the room
and she dint even choi me
like dint see me inside...
then inside there's a boy


 thenn.....

I so angry jor, and keep ask
u treat me like this for wat !!!
am i 透明？？
then she keep saying those rubbish thing
she just keep ignoring me...
ok fine!
then i saw that boy call her " 老婆 "
deng lor..she is cheating me all the time??
say want focus on studies??
all is fake de bah...
that time i feel like she's another person
not the may juan i know...totally changed
that time my heart broken..
and i tell myself....to give up
so at last..i gave up her jor

whatever she promised or said is not truth at all

i remember she promised me:
"I WONT LEAVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT"

and she last week said:
＂I STILL LURB YOU =] DUN SAD"


But all is fake...
what i can say is...bye bye may juan
maybe im not suitable for you
giving up you is the only choice now
you forced me to do it
and you hv'd chosen this way

sorry 美君

祝福你，能幸福
有缘再相遇。。
goodbye~
and thanks for wat you gave me...

that's all
write finish ..

jy jouse 2 night

saturday(yesterday) night i went to jit yoong's house and overnight
and wat i could say is.. very happy got ppl to accompany me
imagine me alone at home everyday like soh lou
and when i go his house the feel is different =)


okok, so yesterday night actually want go old town de
but then changed again ==
then his bro pun follow also....
thenn..finally go that chinese restaurant for dinner..
reason is becox can watch football

ok then skippppp`

then talk alot before sleep..
i shared alot of my feeling and thing to my bro
i mean jit yoong lar..

den after that, both of us also fall asleep jor =]
morning wake up around 9.30pm
and that jit yoong still belum wake up xD
but at last he wake up jor

then a moment later,
kam yong came to jit yoong's house
then say want go lawyat to buy cable and bla bla...
so at last, me and jit yoong also decided to go
actually jit yoong dun wan go de,
cox..the say want revise for his exam.
but last , he also follow jor
then jit yoong bought the wireless adapter(WIFI) + power cable
kam yong bought VGA and audio input cable.
i dint managed to buy anything,
as i planned to search for W705's price in lawyat
so finally asked a few shop there
and all of them had different prices

But i had decided to buy this model
around May Or June ,
( hoho~ W705 im waiting for you =) )


Okayyss~~~

Actually it's alot to write de
but i just want make it short as posibble

Ok lar, that's all
write until here nia xD

I smile because i'm in love with you

够了

这几天为了某一个人而感到很烦~~
然后，刚才我开XDO 的时候。。、
当我看到“她”的profile 时....
那边写：are we still together?
                or we are still together ~~
应该是 are we still together?


我看到的时候~~
心里开始有一种感觉~~
到底是问我还是那个LIGHT?
我很想知道~~


让后当她on9 了
我就问她
本来不想提的~~但又很想问
谁知道，
当我问她：
你还爱我吗？？
她就说：我不知道~


不知道？？？
我记得那时她还说
“ i still lurb you=] dun sad "


想在尽然说：不知道！！！？？？


然后刚好我那时的心情很差
就这样闹了起来~~~
最后，没有答案
但却更冷淡了~~




now de me just very bad mood

To You:
Sorry ~ i should'nt ask you or mention about it
and i wont ask again..
and hor, i wont say DIE this word anymore.
i wont be so silly anymore..
dun hate me~ =]

new internet

Last few days my daddy finally allow me to upgrade my pc
and also the internet is upgraded to a higher speed de =)

today finally get back my pc, so happpyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
So...now what i can say is thank you,and very happy.

Now my internet speed is very fast, compared to the previous one...
i still haven test the gaming on it..
becox it's a new pc , so i still need install many things
and this time, my dad decided to buy the original windows 7
woohoo...syookkk nyaaaaa =]

below is the pichaaa ~

and ohh yes, today sejarah paper 2 very hard lurhh
luckily i got hafal the part that teacher ask us to hafal
and who knows, that question really come out wor xD
hahaha!!

and anddd...miss her alot today
duno why ><

ok lar, write until here xPP (i missed you every day)