i still believe

今天 ==
都不董要说什么才好~

skipppppppp

刚才跟朋友skype ,
在那边教他setting东西
然后，她找我了~~

哎呀~~直接说重点啦.....
她忽然给我看了一小段的字
是来自,erm...我该怎么说呢
erm...xdo de 老公吧~~
我一直以来都很担心这件事..
自从我知道她跟那个xdo的老公
有关系之后，我就很伤心
我问了她很多次，
但最后，她还是选择了我。。。
那~又怎样呢？？？
现在他都不想谈恋爱了
而让我感到开心的就是
那个light也就是她的xdo 老公
已经跟她分了~

希望在未来她还是会选择我
而不是那个 light ><
好啦好啦~~~~
我知道我不应该提到relation
我也知道你为了要专心在学业
所以暂时放下了爱情~
可是~~真的希望你心里永远只有我
因为！！我的心里，只有美君（你）
永远都没有人能取代你！


ok larh...
write until here only
buaii ~~~

考试~

今天没什么特别的事情分享..
哈哈~所以就短而已咯..

咳~~总是感觉日子过得很快..
明天又要考试..
就这样..周末就过去了..

哦~对了....明天就是form 3的考试~

希望她能进她的能力,

如果你在读着我的blog的话，
那就在这里给你一些鼓励，
~加油！！加油！！
别忘了你答应过我的事情哦 =)

而我呢，要面对的还是考试~~~x)
她是PMR,我是SPM~
对双方来说，都是非常的重要..
所以才暂时把爱情放下..
专心的，把时间都放在学业^^
我知道，有些朋友以为我们已经分手了~~
其实,不算是分手啦~
只是，暂时不谈恋爱而已=)
我相信我们的决定是对的~
因为读书真的很重要

读完书了，才继续拍拖也不迟呀~
她答应不离开对方，
我相信她一定会做得到^^
就像我一样~~=]

好啦好啦~~
就写到这里咯~~
buaii buaii``

another day~

Today whole day at home..
doing nothing...
want sleep but very hot..==
haixx..now punya whether change jor >

SKIPPPPPPPPPP`

today punya Earth hour really sucks!
at my area lar, no ppl turn off lights de = =
haha..including me also
watever lar..this year the event not successful enough
i got go survey, and 99.8% dint turn off light

other place i still dont know,
waiting for friend's to give me the report
haha...

me like "bat gong" hor xP?
lalalala~~ that's me lurhh

Duno want write what jor
write until here x)
buaii buaiii~~~~ =]]

miss you so much

today nothing special happen
still the same..
everyday exam exammm onlyy ==
today is science...><
walao..paper 2 so damnn hard lurhh
haha..i slept 1 hours before doing it
hahaha....sot kia...lalalala xP

SKIPPPPP ~`

This whole week damn sienx nurhhh
and very easy to get tired...
and now gt 1 ppl dint talk to me jor
she knows who gua x)
abit bu xi guan jorrr =x

lala XD so 2molo is EARTH HOUR
turn off lights from 8.30-9.30pm
save energy save the WORLD
ushhh ushhhh~~~ XP

okayyy larhh..
write until here nia =]
buaii buaiii ~~~ xD


MISS YOU ><

are u tired of me??

Today todayyy~~~~~ T^T
math exam.... shit lurhhhh~~~
i have no comfident on math at all..
and i lost all my concentration on studies
deng ~~~!


And yesterday she told me
" i still lurb eu~ dun sad"
that time i reli so happy
at last, she say like that
then my mood is back

until when i saw her facebook profile
she changed her relationship status
no more me, but her laopo
LOL! zhadao lurhh~~
den..nvm lurhh~
but when i see her another profile
her status , i'm tired of it ~~
i think she is saying about me
when i see the comment there..
gt ppl ask her, tired of?
den she said, relation lurhhh
this 1 sure is me liao,
relation with me very tired
i guesss~~~
then now my mood is bad again
or maybe i think too much
or i guess wrong???

haix...everyday thinking of her
i also duno got what use
i think her but she know or not
i just like a person that become so weak
just becox of relation..
ishhh... buaii buaii ~
write until here

1 month ~~

Today damn tired i dont know why ==
wake up jor but still feel so sleepy
then go school, fall asleep in dewan ><
den today is English de exam..
lol..paper 2 still okay
paper 1...walao /faint

i spend about 1 hour just to think about the title
but at last...i finish it ><
den after that... go eat kfc with classmates ~~
laughh laughh happy happy...
then go fren house to repair his pc
then .....deng...cd problem><
tmr still nid go again........

actually lar..dun see me like happy happy
but actually im not happy at all...
always thinking about her....
lol...many fren say...aiya..give up lar..
she dun want you jor..wat for u want so stupid ???
but i keep telling them
I BELIEVE SHE STILL LOVE ME GEH!!!
SHUT ALL UR MOUTH!!!!

then argue argueeeee....

haix....now tired jor
that's all

buaii buaii

and today can say is 1 month jor..
if me and her dint break><
den 1 month liao...
haix...sobbss

i should be waiting

this few days many of my clasmate started to ask me
about me and her,but i reli dun know what should i answer them
but they already know about it, and then..........

some say, dai sei larhh...good larrr...
some say, why har, no until 1 month already break, u so pity lar !
some say , haiz...u reli hopeless lar..you ~~ haizzzz ~`

why cant even a person understand my feeling jek ==

i reli so hopeless meh??
actually all the time, i tell myself...
she dint leave me at all, we are still tgt de =)

is my thinking real? maybe yes or its yes

and i believe she still loves me de =]
that's my feeling, i got the feeling


just now suddenly in skype
she called me a word that i dint heard quiet sometime liao
lalala 老公公~ this word is wat she might call me

what's the meaning? she stil dint break with me or??
wat wat???

that time i really so happy,
i tot she really want tell me something
but she din't ,
actually in my heart, she never break with me b4
i never even change my facebook relation status
i really believe she's mine, she's still with me


skipppppp

today exam, BM = =
while exam i keep on missing her
cant stop thinking of her every second

actually tell you all something lar
me hor, last time my ex- break with me that time
i will never be like that de, maybe sad 1-2 days
then i will be back to normal jor de
but this time different,
maybe i really too loves her le
so will like that, but she's really my only girl
in my heart , she's the one..she's always the one.


I still love you, i never give up at all.
i hope you dint give up too.
come back to me bah,
i really miss you so much
my life is so empty and lonely without you
everyday only miss you,but cant
even call you what i usually call
and i cant even sms and talk to you

( NO ONE WILL EVER REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART)
the end, bye ~~i missed you misss youu ><