I'm back again

Well well well...
since 2012 i have decided to stop blogging.
today i'm back again.
but this time it will be slightly different from my previous blog post.

So just stay tuned to my upcoming blog updates!

My feelings

Wow. this time im back to update again..

I was shocked when i know that a girl that im waiting for SO LONG,,
finally have a new boyfriend!

At first, i don't believe it,,
but then i realize is real!!
i can't accept it..
but i have no other choice but to accept the reality.

This time i finally gave up on waiting her,,
well. i guess is time to entirely give up on her..

~ Allow me to write in mandarin ..

看来,,是时候成全和祝福他们了..
虽然我不能拥有她..
但,,,能够看到自己爱的人找到了属于她自己的幸福
虽然有点不甘心,,可是我也为他们感到高兴. :)

所谓. 看到你爱的人幸福，，
才是最大的幸福..




I am single, i feel so lonely actually...
hmm.. the feelings is very hard to be explained


Hope this year i would find my love..
i know my true love is waiting for me somewhere

I wont give up!




 Okay , i think thats all for now
i will end my post with the best wishes and blessing to my friend and also was my ex girlfriend..

Wish you ' hang fuk ' and hope he will be better than me..
hope he will treat you better than i do..
;)

Im useless -,-

I cant even handle relationship well.

No one even wants me.
I thought if i do many things to impress her is the right decision,
but it's NOT! no matter what i do .. she won't feel it.
我觉得自己很没有用!

I have nothing to say other than useless..

I'm speechless.


Ok . that's all . bye

( sorry for the simplified english) just being random . 

IM BACK!! :D

Yeah guyss! after few months of abundance of this blog.
im finally back today.. :D

Well, mainly is due to busyness of my studies!
as i promised that i'll update it very frequent BUT at last
i broke my promise! haha.. nvm lah
im back and here to apologize to my every blog reader ^^


Okay.. last few months i was quite busy with assignments and exam
omg .. and now its sem break!
but still many revisions to be done..
anyways.. still need to have some time to relax myself !

Yesterday i went to the dental clinic for a small surgery,
its because of my so called ' wisdom teeth' is growing
but got some major problem while growing..
so need to do surgery to give some space to grow..
erm.. if those who are around my age or elder than me
around 19 or 22 ++ they might know what i meant...
it's really painful i might say..
Well.. everyone will need to face it..


 Lastly. i finally know that she don't love me anymore..
and made me understand everything
after 2 years of waiting and i finally get an answer..
now she only says that she will be my best friend..
well.. at least we still can be friends
this time after knowing the answer...
at first i was quite sad and cant accept it..
but after awhile i feel happy
because she's still my best friend...
that means.. i dint really lost everything..
and finally i gave up on her
i felt more relief now.. :)

To wait her for 2 years is really suffering
but i still persist of waiting her
this proves that how much i loved her
BUT .. too bad she din't know how to appreciate it!
I even did sometime more insane !
as all of you might think i am..
Guess what? i posted that i swear to god i love her
on my facebook's profile!
 many ppl think that i too loved her
but still one word ' TOO BAD'

Ok lahh.. i think that's all for now
Have a nice weekends.. and APRIL FOOL TMR!! xDD
Byeee ! :DD

Happy new year! :D

Hey guys! I'm back again xD

It's 2012 ady. new year and new beginning.
this year it's really a good year for me
i just felt it was nice and everything was
going very well today..
haha.. guess wat?
my best old friend of mine....
we meet up today
walaupun not very long lar..
but he gave me my kast year's b'day present..
i was so touched when i found out what it is inside...
i really like it so much....= )
i really dunno wat else i can say other than touched and happy

anyways.. hope this year everything will be go on very smoothly ..
and hope i could smile and be more happier than b4!
 :) hehess!!

okie larhh... that's all for now..
will try to keep my blog updated frequently =D

You are still the person im waiting for.

After i broke up with 美君,
i ADMIT! i got accept another relationship..
BUT But!..

the last relationship was still not comparable to 美君...
becos she is the only one that gave me that kind of feeling
that is really deep in my heart..
Until i can even wait her for 1 Years and 12 months!!
I know and understand what i really wanted in my life..


She is the one i wanted... that's all......

I just hope that one day...
she would change her mind and accept me ...


I am dare to swear to the god!
that i really really loves 美君 so much
and never ever been waiting and had such a deep feeling to a girl before!!
I really swear!!

May juan,
No matter how long  ...
as long im still alive..
i will still wait for you..
until you accept me back..

I want tell you de is...
i really still loves you..
i never lie you before..
and.. i even swear to god ady..

Pls give me a one last chance to be together with you again...
if you think that im not suitable to you..
then i will totally give up...
All i need is just a one final chance to say ' I LOVE YOU'
I really really need you! REALLY..

我依然爱你!
只要你接受我
我愿意为你做任何事情！
美君，回到我身边好么?
我会一直等待，
你对我说.. 、
'我愿意跟回你在一起‘
我的心依然等待着你
我会努力的为你改变
或许我不够帅，也或许不帅...
或许我的皮肤是满黑的..
可是.. 我那颗爱你的心是一直不会变..
因为我爱的是你!

我会让你发觉我的爱..
发觉我的优点,
只有你能将我失去的快乐带回来
因为有你，我才知道什么是快乐 =)
其实没有你的日子是不快乐的

我要再次对你说声

美君，我爱你!
I will be right here waiting for you!

SARANGHEYO <3

Regrets and stressful

Im back to update my blog again..
i know its been quite a long while since the last post..
now im back again.. =)

okay..
what should i say leh ?
many things had changed and happened during this few months
and its not all of them are positives ones..

started to feel that i studied the wrong course now..
sighhh... decided to change to another course../.\
i really dont know what to do now...
regrets are useless.. !
just deal with it .. i guess =(

and recently i was not feeling very well...
operated my lung last week.. awhhh T.T
oh my goddd ><
then... now okay le.. i guess ?

And about relationships hor...
errrmm... the only one im still waiting is
'may juan' ... haizzz..

waited her for almost 2 years le..
now still waiting...
i duno still can wait until when... /.\


hmm... think positively bah =))
i believe that some day i will get her back.

and for my cousin sis and my friends out there
who are siting for their spm examinations

I wish you guys... ' Good Luck and All The Best! ' :)

LOL. suddenly miss my secondary school life... -.-